Please help me, God

I'm having a bad day, mentally. The psychological damage done to me by three women two years ago is still haunting me. Two of the women are facing a grand jury monday for what they did to others, though, I guess what they did to me will have to be faced too. I thought that the youngest woman had possibly been in jail, because I had seen no evidence of her online for almost two weeks. I thought she had broken the conditions of what the court had told her not to do the last time she was before a judge. She must have just been on vacation. The oldest woman is a snake in the grass. I don't trust her no further than I can throw her. (Or all three of them, for that matter) but the oldest one haunts me, because she's deviously sneaky.

The other woman, I'm praying for. Though I've asked God to please make her face justice. She's a thorn in my heart like the other two. Running her mouth and making people think she's some wonderful person, but I know the truth. Most importantly, God knows the truth, and you can not run from God, no matter how many people you get to believe a lie.

Every car that slows down sends my anxiety level through the roof. When the dogs bark, I grow afraid. I have done no wrong, I have committed no crime, and though, because someone can show such blatent disregard for the truth, has tried to turn me into some monster. I am a victim who feels the guilt that three women should be feeling. Yet, because they all have silver tongues, I feel like the one who has to shoulder all of the burden.

Please God, Dear Heavenly Father that lives in Heaven and in my Heart, Father of Jesus, help me through this day. Help me grow strength in a wounded heart and soul. Help those who have helped me, and bring to light the truth of those who have bore false witness against me. I pray, Dear Father, that you will let your guiding light shine down and please restore my heart, for it is broken. Please restore my soul, for it is wounded. Please restore my mind, for it is shattered. Amen.