No more.

Ever since the 7th grade, when boys I had crushes on would befriend me just so I could pass notes to girls -they- liked, or to hear them talk about the girls they liked, I have always been that fat friend who was only good to confide in. It is such a serious pain in the ass. It is as if men assume that fat women are only good to talk to and pine over their skinny little fluff balls over.

We have feelings too.

I am a human being, and just because I have these pesky little fat cells in my body, doesn't mean I'm not hot too. I have never had a man tell me that I was beautiful. I have only been faced in my life by fat fearing cowards who when they found out that I liked them, would completely avoid me. One guy, a customer at a convience store that I used to work at, stopped shopping there when I was at work when my big mouthed coworker put her nose into the mix.

Do you men honostly think that this attitude is going to last much longer? I mean, us women have to put up with your protuding guts, fat backs, hairy backs, lack of manners, lack of respect, having to deal with you treating us like baby making slaves. Get real. No, I am not some neo fem-nazi man hater. I don't care much for feminism, I think it has ruint the good life for women in this day and age.

I am sick and tired of being stepped and tripped over, so some guy can hook up with a skinny chick that will only use and abuse him.

So far, I've lost almost two pants sizes. I'm not that hot right now, because I am in the middle of weight loss, but I will say one thing. When I reach my goal, I will not give one man the time of day that shows interest in me for my body.