Doing some serious changes in my life
I think that I'm going to start trimming out the unnecessary parts of my life, and I think I'm going to start that with people. I'm a needy person. I need to be loved. I need to be wanted. I need to be *needed*. I need to feel like I'm worth more than a conversation once a week if you're bored. So. I think it's just time to break away and go the path I want to walk. I've got too much weight on my soul as it is, and waiting hopefully for over an hour or two, that someone will acknowledge me when I've spoken to them, is getting me down.
It shouldn't get me down. Letting it get me down is sweating the small stuff. I'm not going to sweat the small stuff anymore.
From now on, the people in my life will hold me to the same importance, and SHOW me, as I do them. I will balk at a one sided relationship and will wad it up and toss it in the bin if any one ever tries to do that to me.
I've always had to clinge on to people, just so I could get that shred of human contact, both irl and online. No friggin more.
I have found my dependance and I am grabbing it with both hands.
Una and I have started a new novel, which I think, can honostly rock. I've asked Jesus to be my muse, and last night (Early this morning) the words just flew from my fingertips. I was really impressed and hopeful. We can write and we can do a wonderful job.
Una, the first part of the working prologue is posted in our groups. Work your magic, Sister.
Peace.
It shouldn't get me down. Letting it get me down is sweating the small stuff. I'm not going to sweat the small stuff anymore.
From now on, the people in my life will hold me to the same importance, and SHOW me, as I do them. I will balk at a one sided relationship and will wad it up and toss it in the bin if any one ever tries to do that to me.
I've always had to clinge on to people, just so I could get that shred of human contact, both irl and online. No friggin more.
I have found my dependance and I am grabbing it with both hands.
Una and I have started a new novel, which I think, can honostly rock. I've asked Jesus to be my muse, and last night (Early this morning) the words just flew from my fingertips. I was really impressed and hopeful. We can write and we can do a wonderful job.
Una, the first part of the working prologue is posted in our groups. Work your magic, Sister.
Peace.
posted by Duske at 2:59 PM
2 Comments:
The novel is going to be great, I feel it coming through. I understand too about the need to eliminate some hurtful things from your life. You have too much pain in it already.
We are going to do -very- well on this novel. I feel it, too. Power of Prayer.
And thank you. Sometimes, all loose ends do in your life is trip you up. I'm tired of trippin' so I started snippin'. LoL Why did I just think of that now instead of adding it to the post? *Chuckles*
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